Posted in Body, Body Pain, Family, Me, Motorcycle, Travel on April 28, 2008 | No Comments »
I had such a wonderful weekend! So much happened. I saw some friends, I saw my family, I made some new friends, and I got to play biker’s moll all weekend long.
I am too tired to tell all now, but here are some highlights:
ANZAC day - I almost won a game of pool, w00t!
I saw [...]
I don’t want the yoke. Fuck it. I kick the fucking thing.
I’m happy, I’m satisfied, and I don’t have a promise of love eternal, or monogamy, or even friendship. But I also am not being strung out with the promise that I might get these things if I behave.
I currently have friendship and I’m so [...]
Posted in Me, Sex on April 21, 2008 | No Comments »
There’s something in the air that’s taking me back to the sex of my adolescence. No, I’m not revisiting a time of innocence and discovery, but a time without shame. The first thing I had to do as a teenager, was to lose the part of my shell which kept me back from loving and [...]
Posted in Me on April 20, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Ai, what a week!
I had some amazing dreams! In one, Kal told me that he’d got a lewd tattoo in full colour. In another, I murdered 2 men. The first was a thin young man who ran in front of my car and who a white fatty spray all over the road when his body [...]
Posted in Me on April 16, 2008 | No Comments »
You make love with a death’s head
Shaking in fear
Gritted teeth with concentration
Death baby, golden corn god
Shivering sheaves of wheat
Sacred rattle set fire to the sun
Posted in Me on April 15, 2008 | No Comments »
If the eyes are the windows to the soul, then what is my blog for?
Posted in Art, Family, Love, Me, Poetry on April 14, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I am sending back the key that let me into Bluebeard’s study.
Because he would make love to me
I am sending back the key
In his eye’s darkroom I can see
My X-rayed heart; dissected body
I am sending back the key that let me into Bluebeard’s study.
- Sylvia Plath
SHELVES WITH LEG FOOT AND TOE AND BACKDROP
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Posted in Friends, Health, Love, Me on April 10, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Can be wrong
Can be right but doesn’t have to be
Knows when to stop arguing and just get things done
Knows that this point is different to each of us
Likes a good argument and knows that it doesn’t have to be serious
Able to have a conversation
Clever, not doesn’t have to be formally educated (but its ok if [...]
Posted in Love, Me, Mental Health on April 10, 2008 | 7 Comments »
Kal told me that just like other people with a disability, I need to improve my other sense to function in this world. Yes, ok this is true. I told him I felt vulnerable to being high, and he invited me out drinking - twice. The first time I was very “charming” and flirtatious with [...]
Posted in Me on April 9, 2008 | No Comments »
Hey, I feel happy. And calm.
Night!
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