I am alone, and I am lonely. Kal’s not talking to me for various reasons (most of them being that I was pretty awful), some of them being my hypomania is something he can’t deal with, and one of them being the others and him suddenly having an other to think about.
So I’m alone. I never think I’ll feel lonely until I am alone.
However, now, the lonliness is something I’m trying to deal with by myself, not to just plug up the gaps with other people. I’m doing Anna-things that make me happy. I’m filling my days with me.
I’ve had a thought about a photographic artwork based on the tale of Bluebeard’s wife.
