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Archive for April, 2008
One lesson from last night
Posted in Advice, Friends, Me on April 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Forever
Posted in Family, Friends, Love, Me, Mental Health on April 30, 2008 | 6 Comments »
Forever is a long, long time. I really don’t need to rush things, do I? Though at the same time, I really do need to keep focused on what is happening to me right here, right now. I need to keep having fun. I need to stay in love. I need to be with sweet [...]
The weekend
Posted in Body, Body Pain, Family, Me, Motorcycle, Travel on April 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I had such a wonderful weekend! So much happened. I saw some friends, I saw my family, I made some new friends, and I got to play biker’s moll all weekend long.
I am too tired to tell all now, but here are some highlights:
ANZAC day – I almost won a game of pool, w00t!
I saw [...]
I <3 Whores
Posted in Activism, Blogroll, Culture, Sex on April 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
http://www.debbydoesntdoitforfree.org/
I don’t want the yoke. Fuck it. I kick the fucking thing.
I’m happy, I’m satisfied, and I don’t have a promise of love eternal, or monogamy, or even friendship. But I also am not being strung out with the promise that I might get these things if I behave.
I currently have friendship and I’m so [...]
Scared
Posted in Friends, Love on April 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’m really really nervous about tonight, about this weekend and about my immediate future. A big part of me wants again to feel the yoke on my neck, but I need to struggle against that longing for comfort with my conscious mind.
My sex my politics
Posted in Me, Sex on April 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
There’s something in the air that’s taking me back to the sex of my adolescence. No, I’m not revisiting a time of innocence and discovery, but a time without shame. The first thing I had to do as a teenager, was to lose the part of my shell which kept me back from loving and [...]
The Key
Posted in Me on April 20, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Ai, what a week!
I had some amazing dreams! In one, Kal told me that he’d got a lewd tattoo in full colour. In another, I murdered 2 men. The first was a thin young man who ran in front of my car and who a white fatty spray all over the road when his body [...]
You make love with a death’s head
Posted in Me on April 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
You make love with a death’s head
Shaking in fear
Gritted teeth with concentration
Death baby, golden corn god
Shivering sheaves of wheat
Sacred rattle set fire to the sun
Eyes
Posted in Me on April 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
If the eyes are the windows to the soul, then what is my blog for?