Disaffected

I’ve been disaffected this weekend. Not merely for Kal’s strange behavings nor for Kate’s sympathies. Between them, they often make a kind of discordant dueling banjos act that leaves me in no mood to laugh.
Just a bit down, a bit low, a bit in need of time out and taking things slow. Wanting to be [...]

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Gluten Free Love

You sent me a text message to tell me not to come home this weekend.
But I did, to find you gone. I had to shower and change my clothes. Also, all the while I was gone, I longed for home. Home, to be home, to be at rest and peace, to be alone.
I notice you [...]

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Nausea

OMG I am feeling nauseous today. I have been feeling nauseous most days for the last 2 weeks. It is affecting my eating, oh dear. Even though I am gluten free now, there is still something making me very sick. How am I going to eat at En Casa tonight?

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Deals

Yesterday, I made a deal with my sister that she would be my personal trainer, and if I got to my goal by x-mas, I’d buy her a heart rate monitor. She did explain that the mterial rewards were secondary to the chance to work with me on controlling my diet and exercise regime. But [...]

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Drama drama drama!

Even more drama!
RW is doing this psychodrama “I won’t tell you what you did to upset me” sort of thing on me. Fuckity fuck fuck.
I am so over drama.

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My bum is soooooooore

From moving boxes of stuff up to the third floor all fucking weekend.
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Checking in

The aggression / discomfort with RW and I seems to have dissipated. Still don’t know what it was about. C’est la vie.
Kal has gone to Japan… and has internet in his hotel room. Kyoto is only 1 hour behind Sydney. I was surprised to find him online, but there hasn’t been much chatter. This is [...]

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A splendid evening’s tango

I bought new tango shoes on a wild impulse! I got flat jazz-style jiffies with the flexible portion between heel and toe so there are 2 distinct surfaces of grippage.
My teacher, Anne-Marie, told me my dancing had improved out of sight, and I thank the shoes! I do like my heels, but I’m not used [...]

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Mental meltdown

I had a bit of a meltdown yesterday. I’m under a bit of pressure from various sources and for various reasons.
I turned off my phone in the middle of the day. But my mum started with some complaints about my hair and I fucking lost it. Arrrrrrrrgh!
Today I’m getting over it because I spent the [...]

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