I lift myself up. I look around. There is no moral compass to guide me, and I am free.
Archive for June, 2007
Here’s to new beginings
Posted in Me on June 22, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Idiots Inc.
Posted in Love, Me on June 22, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I always think I am bullet proof. I can climb mountains. I fly, soaring over thermal currents. I swim upstream like a horny salmon.
Maybe I am. Until you stretch me skin-thin to get out, and tear a hole in me that lets you straight back in.
You showed me a way inside you, a blind alleyway [...]
TV is the best mood stabilizer
Posted in Media, Mental Health on June 21, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
It flattens you out, very nicely. Who needs sertraline, epilim and seroquel when you have LOST, Medium and The Amazing Race? Not me, that’s for sure!
Because he was the one who sent Tereza to join them
Posted in Art, Dreams, Love, Pain, Sex on June 20, 2007 | 1 Comment »
That was what the dream was meant to tell Tomas, what Tereza was unable to tell him herself. She had come to him to escape her mother’s world, a world where all bodies were equal. She had come to him to make her body unique, irreplaceable. But he, too, had drawn an equal sign between [...]
Too much baggage!
Posted in Me on June 18, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I just need to drop some baggage from my life. Its time to let gooooooooo! I hope I don’t float away untethered!
I’m straight
Posted in Me on June 18, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I feel really lovely right now. In bed with a hot water bottle and my chook dolly. Listening to Jonathan Richman and The Modern Lovers. I first heard them when I worked in a record shop as a teenager. I bought one of their albums and still love it. The song that got me re-interested [...]
Best advice
Posted in Art, Me, Mental Health on June 18, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
“Go home, read, write, paint”
Books I want from Amazon.com
Posted in Mental Health on June 15, 2007 | 1 Comment »
I want to remind myself to buy them soon
Cycling and the chicken dance
Posted in Family, Mental Health on June 13, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
The last couple of days have been wonderful. Cycling upward ever upward! Happy smiles, smiles everywhere. Colours and Lovely interactions with people. I could feel sounds, smell toast while cycling through the park.
I called the doctor who gave me a medicine to make me sleep. And sleep, I did. Sleepy sleep sleep sleep.
I’ve been brought [...]
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Posted in Me on June 12, 2007 | Leave a Comment »