Posted in Love on April 30, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I sometimes feel like its all or nothing. As though if you can’t get everything from me, you’re just going to leave me with the patterns carved out in my personality. A sandy rock long after the ocean has receded.
I think this because you tell me that it could happen. That it has happened. I [...]
Posted in Advice, Love on April 30, 2007 | 4 Comments »
When you get hurt by someone you love, are you over-reacting?
Posted in Love, Mental Health on April 29, 2007 | No Comments »
Sometimes, like earlier this week, I felt like everything that had ever happened between Kal and I just disappeared. Its such an awful delusion that leads me to say and do things I am not proud of.
Posted in Love on April 29, 2007 | No Comments »
It was lovely to lie in bed relaxing this afternoon alone. I was thinking about how lovely it is to lie alone, but also that I missed Kal. It was nice to miss Kal - but to be alone too.
I like to know that I missed him.
Posted in Mental Health on April 29, 2007 | No Comments »
12 months ago I was…
Taking care of a depressed partner
Making new friends
Working 40 hours per week
Cooking
Seeing friends several nights per week
Hosting parties every week
Going to anarchist bookshop meetings and involving myself in complicated debates about patriarchy
starting a feminist group
Writing something political very often
Editing wikipedia every night
Reading
Doing a law course after hours
Then I split up [...]
Posted in Sensation Play, Sex on April 26, 2007 | No Comments »
Last night, I was treated by Milk and Cookies - a roaming performance art duo at Scabaret. Oh wow.
The dealie was that one lady would pop a cookie (your choice of regular, vegan or gluten-free) between her bosoms. The other lady would ask you “soy or regular” and squirt your choice of milk all over [...]
Posted in Activism on April 26, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Something that PM mentioned at Scabaret last night has stayed with me… in the scene, “work is only mentioned when its sex work”. While we both appreciate the need to push sex work to the fore, there is also space for us to bring up work. Work, work, work and its crappy requirements.
Posted in Family, cat on April 26, 2007 | No Comments »
Oh no!
Our baby went to the vet, and she has Feline Calicivirus. So she needs medicine for 10 days. Luckily, we’re allowed to let her play outside again. She was getting very unhappy with being cooped up inside.
Posted in Love, Mental Health on April 25, 2007 | No Comments »
I had a lovely day,
But a fairly fretful evening and night.
I can’t trust anyone. Everything has gone malicious.
All those smiles went too broad, unnerving.
Now I don’t know what is real - though I am sure there are ways.
Posted in Advice, Me on April 25, 2007 | No Comments »
Just how much more drama am I going to let into my life?
How much?
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