Petit Mort

I can’t decide whether I like sex with you or riding my motorcycle more. Maybe if I get you on my bike on night, together we can lose control?

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Come

I can’t resist you
You say “come” and I come
Howling into the pillow
Into your apartment
In the middle of the night
I’m ignoring my friends
My life
My hard-won freedom
For you
Because you say “come”, “stay”, and “I like you”

Its an act of submission
But I’m not a submissive

Its my driving desire
For the pleasure
I find in our bedly leisure
That brings me [...]

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my authoritarian body

For some reason I don’t quite know, crazy deep bits of me miss you suddenly and immediately. Surely there’s something else to life? My body doesn’t seem to think so.

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Eros

So I’m walking around the city in my lunch break today in a bit of an erotic haze. Everything I think, do and see wakes the furthest reaches of me… sitting at lunch across from my mother, talking about the divorce, I suddenly smile that dreamy smile. She wants to know what’s up, she thinks [...]

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Little razor tongue

I won’t say it
I can’t say it
(I want you back)You know how to get to the core
Oh cut me cut me cut me
Make love with me
Let us lacerate each other
If your’s is the last face I see
So be it
So be it
So be it
Take all of me
Leave me broken
Rag doll anna
Broken spine
Flesh bled dry
Oh cut me [...]

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sick like me

I dreamed you were sick like me. Green-purple hollows ringed your eyes. I insisted that you take my last 2 coedine tablets. You turned to me and said “that’s very sweet of you”, and I felt so touched.

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we all like to think we’re being spoken about…

… and sometimes we are. sometimes not, though.

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Сыр

Part of me is pretty glad that sz is gone for the week… and that’s the part of me that eats dairy. I bought ice cream and an italian dip with parmesan last night.
Different people in the house, different feelings about space and time.
Fb has flown off to india this morning, he was a sweet [...]

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the world, a wish

I wish the world would disappear
Wishing never wrought time from its titanium mold
It never succeeded as it sought to unwind the heavenly galactic clock
Not send space to rotate homocentric impossibilities
And though it may have persuaded many a maiden to fly to the stars
No wish ‘ere persuaded gravity to turn its eye and let her
Yet a [...]

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little horns

Nobody loves you
So you say
Well I do
But not in that way
I’m not your mama
I’m more like a sister
With our fighting and spiting
Tension builds like a blister
Maybe you’ll realise
One gloomy day
What you gave up
When you acted this way
I never wanted a husband
Not even a lover
All my overtures sent you
Running for cover
Sure I’m crazy
But no more than [...]

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