Somewhere between Hornsby and Gosford

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Souv went on a long bike ride yesterday (his first long ride).
He took some pics along the way, and returned very happy. Yay.

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Picking scabs

She loves to pick and peel away the blackened skin
She holds her gentle breath at bay
To push a rusted needle inShe giggles in profundity of symbolism
Of her pseudo-sexual elevation
She falls and falls through clouds all night
In her dreams coke cans crush buildings and
Candlelight incinerates the love of loves’ desire
She whispers “fated children,
deliver my desires”

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Working dreams

I am attached and I suffer because I want
But when I don’t desire, I don’t act…I remain unhappy
… existence …too fast, too slownever rightalways in flux
But death is not fluxdeath is not anythingthere is no striving in death
Death is perfectEffortlessComplete
Death is final
I’m glad I’m not dead

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Dreams

I’m walking down a corridor. I know what comes next.I walk into airlessness, I can’t breathe. A man presses his arms and knees into my throat and I can’t breathe.
The fight to wake becomes the fight to live.
I can’t scream. I can’t move. Something is choking the life, the colour, the creativity and the will [...]

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Dreams

I dreamed that my lover was a woman.
His body did not change, but his mind was suddenly very much more wonderful.

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Dreams

I had a dream about you last night
We were boating on the river Styx
You, me and some american tourists
The river was flowing pitchThe banks were sheer rocks leading up to some fleshy landscape neither of us could see
You cried and I held youOur life jackets would not inflate
The stupid fucking americans were rocking the boat
They [...]

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Dreams

I dreamed of Mao surrounded by fire, but not the kind of fire which I create where I walk. It was his own kind.
He asked for a knife, and I dreamed a knife of rough steel.
He sat in the flames and I held onto the knife. We whispered intently without talking. My eyes met [...]

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Dreams

There was a river and I was on itThere was a fire in me, on the river
My mother said “Fire, I always knew you’d burn yourself to ashes”
I am a firey girl

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Something mythic

Something mythic
Something magicalBelieve in this world
Step into a constructed possibility
Something undamaged
Sometime soon
Unfounded convitcions
A life for sale
A permanent place
Life. In the moment
Things beyond me
Hazy promise
All I want
Is everything

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At work with no sleep to speak of

Now I am tired

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