Every time I close my eyes, I see Charlie Sheen sucking dope from the end of Willem Dafoe’s rifle. I think I’m sick. Or sex-starved. Or both. What is the cure for such a daydream?
Archive for January, 2006
I’m obsessed with "Platoon"
Posted in Uncategorized (pre-Wordpress) on January 23, 2006 | 1 Comment »
I’m ashamed
Posted in Uncategorized (pre-Wordpress) on January 23, 2006 | 1 Comment »
I’m no longer a vegan. I can’t even be an aspiring vegan anymore. Its so difficult to even eat as a vegetarian, let alone as a egg-less, cheese-less, sour-cream-less one.
I think I need to reassess my aspiring veganism. Cheese-free was a fantastic, even heady time for me. But cheese is the meat of vegetarians. [...]
Another failed relationship
Posted in Uncategorized (pre-Wordpress) on January 22, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Another failed relationship flails its way into dissipation. At least this time, I’m not so much to blame. Or perhaps I am, but I can see that its not all my faul either. I’m not so young now.
Another household to split up, and another list of hurts and wrongs to make up in my head. [...]
Disassociation
Posted in Uncategorized (pre-Wordpress) on January 3, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Its like there’s a mesh drawn across my world. I feel like I can’t engage the world, like my hand slips through everything I try to touch. Arrrrgh! Chinese food will help cure my disassociation.
Working for the man
Posted in Uncategorized (pre-Wordpress) on January 3, 2006 | Leave a Comment »
Work Sucks. The atmosphere used to be lovely here – everyone liked everyone, and we all pulled together as a team. But now it seems that there’s a menace behind the smiles, a tiredness behind the quips about news and personal relationships. I’m at work now, the first day of the year, unable to pull [...]